12:09 a.m. - Saturday, Nov. 09, 2013
Hmm its the second week in November. Can't believe I am still in MN and not in the warmth of Florida. It's sort of my doing because I gave Dean an ultimatum, and didn't follow through. "We don't go to Florida until you get the work done you promised me you would do when we got back to MN. Or I fly to FL with my 3 cats and leave you here in MN" Now almost 6 months later, not ONE of his promises were kept. None of of the promised work done: no lowered bed so I dont have to climbed into a bed.No garage cleaned up. No shades put up. No leaky laundry tub faucet fixed. What I got was Dean's daily routine: get up make his coffee sit at the kitchen table literally for hours on end with the TV on, playing with his Iphone. I've decided to do all the work I personally need to do while Dean is asleep.
Probably Dean will be as he's been the past 4 years: Sit in FLorida room with tv on, playing with Iphone, neglecting everything that needs to be done. Each week like clock work, trash out once a week, play cards Wednesday night with the guys, bingo on Thursday. Once in a while go outside and mow the lawn. Watch all the weekly shows, never pick up after himself, pea all around the toilet and literally leave shit on back of toilet seat. It's GROSS!
Oh well. Guess I get what I deserve. EH?!? And the biggest disappointment: when I went to sleep the morning of my birthday,late October, Dean did not remember it was my birthday! I was really disappointed. He didn't wish me a happy birthday until I brought it up. DAMN!
Laughing to myself: same ole same ole. At the moment, Dean's nesting again in at the kitchen table. I'm going to go to bed and hopefully wake while he is still asleep so I can have a quiet house to work in.
Tonight I decided to take the evening off and finally watch a movie on TV: The Vow. Enjoyed the movie and the last tune by the Cure, Pictures of You
I feel much better after writing out my feelings. Now I can let them go. And get on with stuff.....
Time for this sessions lyrics:
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
If only I'd thought of the right words
Looking so long at these pictures of you
There was nothing in the world